• Vongola X ; 7:06 AM, Friday, August 6, 2010
I Pick: Vongola Gears
Yeah Talbot, you tell them. :3
I just finished reading Chapter 301. Way cool. Tsuna really stands by his friends. He doesn't see them as his mafia family, but as his friends.
And Vongola Gear? How cool is that? Okay, it sounds a little retarded, but still. And it's kinda bugging me, why can't they pick a nicer name than "Vongola Gear." >.>
Anyway, presenting (again) the Vongola Gear, which is created only for the Tenth Generation of Vongola Family.
Buckle of the Storm Version X for Gokudera Hayato
Bangle of the Sun Version X for Sasagawa Ryohei
Bracelet of the Clouds Version X for Hibari Kyoya
Ring of the Sky Version X for Sawada Tsunayoshi
And here's something I want to add in the Vongola Gears. Something TYB! Spanner upgraded.
Yup. Tsuna's headphones and contact lenses. How cool is that? :D
And here's a picture of our beloved Spanner, TYB! version.
SStill with the messy hair. :3
Date: August 06, 2010
Time: 7:06 AM
Labels: chapter 301, Gokudera Hayato, Hibari Kyoya, I Pick, KHR, manga, Sasagawa Ryohei, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Vongola Gears
• Vongola X ; 4:31 AM, Friday, July 23, 2010
I Pick: Right Now [Sawada Tsunayoshi & Basil Character Song]
Cover of the CD of the new character songs.
Before I post the lyrics, I would like to give credit to the creator of this blog since this is where I got the lyrics. I'm just re-posting it here in my blog. Now. I am aware that the lyrics are just by ear and if she makes a change, I'll change the lyrics I have here immediately.
Right Now - Sawada Tsunayoshi and Basil
sung by Kokubun Yukari and Terasaki Yuka
[both] dare mo shiranai ai kotoba de oretachi wa hanasou yo
[Tsuna] hitome atta shunkan ni hajimaru STOORI
[both] dare mo mita koto nai ano sekai no hate e yukou yo
[Basil] ima wa tooku nani mo mie yashinai kedo
[both] dokoka tooi basho de
kitto onaji yume wo egai teru
nakama ga iru
[Tsuna] te wo nobase RIGHT NOW
[both] hanasanai zettai kizuna
[Tsuna] shinuki daze HYPER
[both] DON'T GIVE UP! YOU NEVER GIVE UP!
[Basil] SO FREESTYLE
[both] hitori janainda YOU ARE
[Basil] yakusoku shita yo ne
[both] dakara itsuka kitto kimi wo mukae ni yuku
[both] moshimo ima janai unmei wo ikite ita toshita nara
[Basil] dare mo kizutsu ketari sezu ni kore taka na
[both] dake do eraba reta mo no shika mirenai keshiki ga aru
[Tsuna] suki na dake ja dare mo tadori tsukenai yo
[both] itami wo shiru tabi ni
mata oretachi wa tsuyoku nareru
tachi agareru
[Basil] tsuki agero RIGHT NOW
[both] mamori tai zettai kizuna
[Basil] ubai toru FUTURE
[both] DON'T GIVE UP! YOU NEVER GIVE UP!
[Tsuna] sou FLY HIGH
[both] kodoku nara WELCOME MY WORLD
[Tsuna] wasuretari shinai
[both] kore kara mo zutto kimi wo omotte iru
[both] te wo nobase RIGHT NOW
hanasanai zettai kizuna
shinuki daze HYPER
DON'T GIVE UP! YOU NEVER GIVE UP!
SO FREESTYLE
hitori janain da YOU ARE
yakusoku shitai yo ne
dakara itsuka kitto kimi wo mukae ni yuku
[Basil] sessha, hajimete enka ni utae mashita
[Tsuna] Basil, kore wa enka janai su
Date: July 23, 2010
Time: 4:32 AM
Labels: Basil, Character Song, I Pick, Kokubun Yukari, Right Now, Sawada Tsunayoshi, Terasaki Yuka
• Vongola X ; 8:34 PM, Thursday, July 22, 2010
Me Time: I Write. [Part 3]
I promise. This will be the last time I'll angst you.
Yes. I'm still angstin' Tsuna. And I think this will be the last time I'll do this. I think... AND YES. I AM OPEN FOR REQUESTS. JUST PM ME on my FB or put it in the tagbox.
I knew it was wrong.
I knew it was sinful.
I knew it was immoral.
But it felt good.
Your body against mine.
Your hand on my face.
Is it a sin to love you?
Aftermath
A lie.
That’s what it is.
A relationship with lies as its foundations.
It was a pretense.
A façade to tell the others that he’s not hurting inside.
That he doesn’t actually like the other girl anymore.
Months have passed.
Months turned into years
Two years.
They were able to keep up the lie.
He knew she wouldn’t mind.
She loved him.
And they were friends.
And the other girl told them that she was getting married.
His chest constricted all of a sudden.
Tears formed in her eyes.
Both of them were hurting all over again.
He was hurting because he knew the other girl couldn’t be his.
She was hurting because she knew he wouldn’t glance at her.
Their eyes were blind, and so are their hearts.
She thought that after all those times that they were together, he’d move on.
That after showering him with affection, he’d love her back.
That after giving him all of her, he’d glance her way.
But she was wrong.
No.
He thought that being with her, he’d be able to move on completely.
That just by seeing her smile, he’d smile back at her.
That by holding her hands, he’d be able to mend his heart.
But he was wrong.
Was he wrong?
He doesn’t want to attend.
She doesn’t want either.
But the others might suspect.
And so they went.
With his hand on her waist.
And fake smiles plastered on their faces.
He thought that he was the only one who was in pain.
He didn’t notice the longing looks she would send his way.
He was selfish.
He didn’t think about her.
It was all about him.
She thought she can have him all to herself.
She didn’t take account the looks he would still send to the other girl.
She was greedy.
She didn’t think about him.
It was all about her.
More time passed.
It was tiring.
They couldn’t keep up anymore.
They don’t want to lie anymore.
It was draining them.
The pretense.
The charade.
It was blinding them.
She decided to end it.
She’s had enough of it.
She can’t take the pain anymore.
He decided to make it real.
He wanted her to be legally his.
He can’t take the longing anymore.
But it was too late.
The damage was beyond repair.
She had given up.
But he won’t.
He’s been blind enough.
He won’t let her go too.
It was too late for the both of them.
She had left already.
With tears in her eyes.
And regrets weighing on her shoulder.
She’s been blind enough.
She has to let him go.
They were both fools.
Thinking that everything revolved around them.
Selfish.
Greedy.
But it wasn’t their fault.
It wasn’t their fault that they fell in-love.
They just have to learn their lesson.
Stop chasing the person in front of you. Look back and let the person chasing you catch up.
Sometimes, it is better to be chased than to chase.
She was gone.
He wanted to chase after her for a change.
But will she let him?
He chased after her.
She wanted to push him away.
But can she?
Sometimes, dealing with the aftermath of your actions is much harder than dealing with the actions itself.
I knew it was sinful.
I knew it was immoral.
But it felt good.
Your body against mine.
Your hand on my face.
Is it a sin to love you?
Aftermath
A lie.
That’s what it is.
A relationship with lies as its foundations.
It was a pretense.
A façade to tell the others that he’s not hurting inside.
That he doesn’t actually like the other girl anymore.
Months have passed.
Months turned into years
Two years.
They were able to keep up the lie.
He knew she wouldn’t mind.
She loved him.
And they were friends.
And the other girl told them that she was getting married.
His chest constricted all of a sudden.
Tears formed in her eyes.
Both of them were hurting all over again.
He was hurting because he knew the other girl couldn’t be his.
She was hurting because she knew he wouldn’t glance at her.
Their eyes were blind, and so are their hearts.
She thought that after all those times that they were together, he’d move on.
That after showering him with affection, he’d love her back.
That after giving him all of her, he’d glance her way.
But she was wrong.
No.
He thought that being with her, he’d be able to move on completely.
That just by seeing her smile, he’d smile back at her.
That by holding her hands, he’d be able to mend his heart.
But he was wrong.
Was he wrong?
He doesn’t want to attend.
She doesn’t want either.
But the others might suspect.
And so they went.
With his hand on her waist.
And fake smiles plastered on their faces.
He thought that he was the only one who was in pain.
He didn’t notice the longing looks she would send his way.
He was selfish.
He didn’t think about her.
It was all about him.
She thought she can have him all to herself.
She didn’t take account the looks he would still send to the other girl.
She was greedy.
She didn’t think about him.
It was all about her.
More time passed.
It was tiring.
They couldn’t keep up anymore.
They don’t want to lie anymore.
It was draining them.
The pretense.
The charade.
It was blinding them.
She decided to end it.
She’s had enough of it.
She can’t take the pain anymore.
He decided to make it real.
He wanted her to be legally his.
He can’t take the longing anymore.
But it was too late.
The damage was beyond repair.
She had given up.
But he won’t.
He’s been blind enough.
He won’t let her go too.
It was too late for the both of them.
She had left already.
With tears in her eyes.
And regrets weighing on her shoulder.
She’s been blind enough.
She has to let him go.
They were both fools.
Thinking that everything revolved around them.
Selfish.
Greedy.
But it wasn’t their fault.
It wasn’t their fault that they fell in-love.
They just have to learn their lesson.
Stop chasing the person in front of you. Look back and let the person chasing you catch up.
Sometimes, it is better to be chased than to chase.
She was gone.
He wanted to chase after her for a change.
But will she let him?
He chased after her.
She wanted to push him away.
But can she?
Sometimes, dealing with the aftermath of your actions is much harder than dealing with the actions itself.
The other girl= Sasagawa Kyoko
He/him/his= Sawada Tsunayoshi
She/her= Daidouji Rin
And I think I'll go back angstin' the guy whom I love to angst, Ahodera. :3
(Gokudera: Damn you, woman! I'm going to blow you up!)
(Me: Chaaaa! -runs away- Tasukede, Shi-kun!)
And I bet you're thinking why do I keep on using Rin as my OC. Let me tell you this hun, I am an eternal lazy bum, and therefore I am lazy to think up of another OC for Tsuna-fish. And truth to be told, Rin-chan is for Shi-kun, not Ahodera and Tsuna-fish, but meh. >.>
(Gokudera: Damn you, woman! I'm going to blow you up!)
(Me: Chaaaa! -runs away- Tasukede, Shi-kun!)
And I bet you're thinking why do I keep on using Rin as my OC. Let me tell you this hun, I am an eternal lazy bum, and therefore I am lazy to think up of another OC for Tsuna-fish. And truth to be told, Rin-chan is for Shi-kun, not Ahodera and Tsuna-fish, but meh. >.>
And why am I angstin' Tsuna-fish? I have no idea too, but the plotbunny won't leave me alone. I know, I know. I better make a fluff for Tsuna, but meh, the next man who's humping on my mind right now is Shi-kun. GYAAA! I dun wanna angst him too! I need a hug! \(^w^)/
And I have no idea why my writing style changed all of a sudden. Maybe I'm just getting tired of writing like the usual.
And I have no idea why my writing style changed all of a sudden. Maybe I'm just getting tired of writing like the usual.
Date: July 22, 2010
Time: 8: 34 PM
Labels: Daidouji Rin, me time, Sawada Tsunayoshi, writing
• Vongola X ; 9:47 PM, Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Me Time: I Write. [Part 2]
I am so sorry Tsuna-fish. I won't angst you anymore. -huggles-
I am the queen of procrastination and so I surprised myself that I managed to finish this within 30 minutes. The damn plotbunny won't leave me alone. >.> I'm in my writing mood right now and I don't know how long it'll last.
It hurts.
To see him completely smitten with the girl who doesn’t even love him back.
It aches.
To realize that he won’t return the feelings that you have for him.
It kills.
To learn that he almost took his life when he couldn’t handle the pain.
That’s How You Get By
He’s changed.
He knows it. She knows it. Heck, everyone knows it.
He’s not the same fumbling boy anymore, and that’s what hurts her.
He’s gained this confident aura around him.
At first, she was happy for him, saying that he’s matured now.
But right now, she’s not sure if she’s still happy about it.
Before, he used to come to her for advice
But now, he makes his decision without even confiding it to her.
Before, he runs to her for help.
But now, he doesn’t even tell her that he’s in danger.
No.
Sawada Tsunayoshi isn’t the same Tsuna before.
He isn’t the Dame-Tsuna anymore.
Probably because of Reborn’s training.
Or because of the fights he had.
But he’s not the only one who’s changed.
Daidouji Rin has changed too.
She isn’t the shy Rin everyone knows.
Probably because of her newly-acquired friends.
Or because of him.
For 10 years, she’s been in-love with him.
For 10 long years she’s waiting for him to reciprocate her feelings.
But for 10 years, all she had is pain and heart ache.
For 10 years, he’s been smitten with her.
No. Maybe even longer.
But after all those years, all he had is heart ache and longing.
It’s not fair.
He’s been in-love with her for more than 10 years now.
He just met her 6 months ago.
And here they are, hand in hand.
It’s not fair.
She loved him ever since she laid eyes on him.
And the other girl doesn’t even glance his way.
And here he is, drinking his sorrows away.
She knew he wouldn’t love her.
She knew that he’s too in-love with the other girl.
She knew that he’s only seeing her as a friend. (She hopes as a close friend.)
And she knew that he’ll be the first and last person she’ll love wholeheartedly.
He knew that she loves him.
He knew that he’s madly in-love with the other girl who already has a boyfriend.
He knew that he sees her as a friend. (No, she’s a close friend.)
And he knew that he’s the first and last person she’ll love.
It was wrong.
He was leading her on.
He was taking advantage of her.
It was sinful.
But he doesn’t care.
It was wrong.
She was just being used.
She was just a rebound.
It was wicked.
But she doesn’t care.
They were both blind.
He had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love him.
She had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love her.
They both can’t move forward.
But one act.
Just one act is all it takes for them to get by.
No matter how wrong it was.
It felt good.
So damn good.
To see him completely smitten with the girl who doesn’t even love him back.
It aches.
To realize that he won’t return the feelings that you have for him.
It kills.
To learn that he almost took his life when he couldn’t handle the pain.
That’s How You Get By
He’s changed.
He knows it. She knows it. Heck, everyone knows it.
He’s not the same fumbling boy anymore, and that’s what hurts her.
He’s gained this confident aura around him.
At first, she was happy for him, saying that he’s matured now.
But right now, she’s not sure if she’s still happy about it.
Before, he used to come to her for advice
But now, he makes his decision without even confiding it to her.
Before, he runs to her for help.
But now, he doesn’t even tell her that he’s in danger.
No.
Sawada Tsunayoshi isn’t the same Tsuna before.
He isn’t the Dame-Tsuna anymore.
Probably because of Reborn’s training.
Or because of the fights he had.
But he’s not the only one who’s changed.
Daidouji Rin has changed too.
She isn’t the shy Rin everyone knows.
Probably because of her newly-acquired friends.
Or because of him.
For 10 years, she’s been in-love with him.
For 10 long years she’s waiting for him to reciprocate her feelings.
But for 10 years, all she had is pain and heart ache.
For 10 years, he’s been smitten with her.
No. Maybe even longer.
But after all those years, all he had is heart ache and longing.
It’s not fair.
He’s been in-love with her for more than 10 years now.
He just met her 6 months ago.
And here they are, hand in hand.
It’s not fair.
She loved him ever since she laid eyes on him.
And the other girl doesn’t even glance his way.
And here he is, drinking his sorrows away.
She knew he wouldn’t love her.
She knew that he’s too in-love with the other girl.
She knew that he’s only seeing her as a friend. (She hopes as a close friend.)
And she knew that he’ll be the first and last person she’ll love wholeheartedly.
He knew that she loves him.
He knew that he’s madly in-love with the other girl who already has a boyfriend.
He knew that he sees her as a friend. (No, she’s a close friend.)
And he knew that he’s the first and last person she’ll love.
It was wrong.
He was leading her on.
He was taking advantage of her.
It was sinful.
But he doesn’t care.
It was wrong.
She was just being used.
She was just a rebound.
It was wicked.
But she doesn’t care.
They were both blind.
He had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love him.
She had been pinning for someone who doesn’t love her.
They both can’t move forward.
But one act.
Just one act is all it takes for them to get by.
No matter how wrong it was.
It felt good.
So damn good.
And by other girl, I mean Sasagawa Kyoko.
My writing style sucks.
I hate angstin' Tsuna-fish. And I so totally love the ending.
It's kinda dark and twisted and YOU reader guess what was the act they did.
I am that bad. :D
Date: July21, 2010
Time: 9:47 PM
Labels: Daidouji Rin, me time, Sawada Tsunayoshi, writing
